Friday, March 26, 2010, 3:59 AM
Really lose control already ... Today is my birthday i tot tis yr can happy happy de... but end up all end unsucessfully ... all my wishes didnt come true.. wad happened to me tis yr? i am totally lost in nowhere... i cry le 2 tym today why?? really very heart pain now... scared and heart pain... something always happened to me... i really feel very bad now... i dunnoe wad to say ... moody... but dun dare tell anyone... cos dunwan anyone to worried about me so screatly write here... those who come to my blog jiu will read dao ... those who didnt come jiu won knoe anything.. i dun dare tell anyone everything tht hurts in my haart ... once i tell out i 100% there will be more trouble and sadness.. so i write in my blog at lease lyk i telling out my sadness out already ... but i won really write out wad had happened to me ... i dunwan to have more trouble and sadness... so i rather i keep in my heart ... one person suffer better thn alot ppl suffer...