Wednesday, April 21, 2010, 1:12 AM
Now still having cold war wif him .. but still gt talk to each other abit... ii make a plan for him hope he can follow and do but i realise i am wrong i show him and he gets angry... And u knoe wad he say to me? He say Now i realise All gals are the same and selfish.. since i promise u to do tis i will do dun stop me from doing... i sms back say to him dunnid thanks u dunnid follow u haven promise so u can just delete wad ever i send u ask u do de things and just dun do wad i say ... ii already lyk dunnoe how to say le.. but good tht he say out his heart de word out and make me totally AWAKE of wad i am doing... Okays I admite i selfish I sucks i wadever also wrong wad i do nobody will think is correct de ... Okays? Even he say he nt feeling well i ask him rest and slp early somemore now already 1.15 he say to me I PAIN HOW U WAN ME TO SLP? i say slp and rest can make u more easy recover rite?? he didnt say anything just keep saying dunwan dunwan pain pain ... sigh ppl care about u ask u go rest u dun wan i knoe how heart pain am i ma? I DAMN HEART PAIN AND DUNNOE WAD CAN I SAY? Cos Ppl caring about u and u didnt realise i care about u ... SORRIE I REALLY DUNNOE HOW CAN I SHOW U THT I CARE ABOUT U I AM JUS A USELESS GAL U HAVE MEET ... I NOW DAMN HEART PAIN AND CRYING COS I JUST WAN A HAPPY RELATIONSHIP WIF U AND SHOW U HOW I CARE ABOUT U AND OTHERS BUT I FAILED!!! I AM DAMN USELESS... II JUST WAN SHOW U THT I CARE ABOUT U ALSO CNT MAKE IT ... COS II AM USELESS... I CRYING AND FEEL LYK COMMIT SUCIDE !! COS U NT FEELING WELL I WAN CHEER U AND MAKE U FEEL BETTeR END UP I CNT? AND I ALSO HEART PAIN!!!!! SORRIE FAILED TO BE A GD GF AND USELESS GF !!!!! I CAN SUCIDE ALREADY!!!! WORLD MOST SUCKS AND USELESS GAL!!!!!! Hope someone can cheer u ... 100% it won be me such a useless de gf u have ... Sure u regret having me such a BAd,Useless,selfish and more de gf...
