Thursday, April 1, 2010, 9:44 PM
sigh .. i knoe wad is my thing tht make ppl always dun lyk me ... the thing is cos i always dun let them do wad they wan ... okays i try to cng ... i try to close one eyes think nth happened ... Try let everyone in my life do wad they wan to do ... if they think i care about them and think back maybe they will listen to me maybe won... but nevermind at lease they tried to ... but i am okays de ... i close one eye and dun think back ... if they think my words is correct thn jiu follow bah ... if they think i making them worst or anything thn dun listen bah ... i agree wif wad they think ... sometym i also will wrong ... i dun let u do this thing cos i really cares about ppl around me... if i dun care about u wad for i tell u to do wad is rite and wad is wrong? hope u all understand my thinking and feeling... so tht u all won get hurt ... although i knoe i am nt the one geting the hurt but i also dun wan u all to get hurt ... u all get hurt is u all suffer u knoe i care and tell u all but i didnt get any gd thing to myself u knoe... tis is how i care about ppl ... but some say i naggy dun care about so much ... i trying to dun care much but i cnt ... ppl hurting me i knoe hw is the feeling thts why i dunwan u all end up lyk me geting to much hurt from others... i wan u all stay happy and others... smile everyday ... dun be lyk me end up only have some frenz one bf caring about me and one cousin ... other family member totally gib up on me and dun even wan care about me anymore... so i really sad but thts my own fault making them thinking me liddat so i didnt blame them anyway continue later ...
