Sunday, April 18, 2010, 9:43 PM
Today is damn complicated lar ... first tht someone say wad wan patch back end up i plan so much thing wan settle thn she sms my laogong say wad hope u find one better gal blabla...at first hor i tot my laogong only wan me happy so say tht to me.. but at the end i think back how could he lie to me? so i did trust him... but he lyk angry luh ... cos say wad i didnt trust him all tht ... at here i alpologise to u ... sorrie laogong for nt trusting u at first... i should trust u cos u didnt lie to me b4 .. sorrie... anyway i dunnoe how to make u forgive me but hope u understand and forgive wad i have done wrong bah.. i didnt blame u from scolding me ... anyway hope tht she keep to her words luh... dun come disturb us anymore le... pls lar jp! dun come anyhw make our relationship dao liddat can ma ... tong qin wo men lar ... i just cnt lose Jason anymore... cos already now lost frenz lost family lost gans and lost wadever i had .. i just left wif Jason only... so pls lar bu yao zai lai disturb wo men le ... ( To laogong, I am living alone and sometime I am so boring and upsad. Here I do not have family and frenz tht care about me and no one to share my feeling when I am down. Since you are my only laogong, I would like to share with you my though and feelings.. hee hee okay? and I would also want you to share with me you feeling and problems can? Do you love your laopo "ME"? I know I might have not been a good laopo for the past few month to you, the reason is that no one had teaches me how to be a good laopo, and I am trying my best to be a good laopo, how to show you with love and how to get close to you. I tried but i failed. Would you give me as ur laopo another chance to start all over again, to share our feeling and problems together? I maybe far away from you , but we can still share our feeling and problems by MSN. so that you will know me better and I will try my level best to be a good laopo . But please understand ya,as good laopo doesn't mean that will agree to the things you had done wrong ya example lyk smoking and others hee hee.... Okay lah, laopo is so lame rite , talking so much hor.. lols... but i just want you to understand, life is cruel and time will never give second chance, once we miss it, it will be long gone... so cherish wad u have now :D hehe ... iiloveyouu muacks... hug and loves to u :D <3
