Wednesday, May 12, 2010, 9:01 PM
sigh i dunnoe wad happened to myself today again ... laogong is lyk very cold to me he lyk no feeling in talking to me ... sigh ... quite sad ... hoping he could tell me wad happened i think maybe cos of yesterday problem make dao he lyk no feeling to talk to me ... t.t... ii here alopogize to him if he come here to my blog can see ... Sorrie laogong for anything tht make u angry sad or anything... i just wan forgiveness from u ... i very scared of losing u ... wad i always do make so many ppl angry all tht... sigh... ii am really a failer to everyone... hope anything or everything there is forgiveness from everyone and forget or every things tht is past and bad ... forget the past tht makes us unhappy and others and start new life wif full of happyness... everyone i need ur forgiveness... cos if nobody willing to gib me a chance or forgiveness i will never forgive myself ... i really left my with nobody exept for my laogong if he really leaves me i can rather leave tis world as well right? sigh... didnt knoe tht everyone hates me until liddat ... JominTan Ar Jomintan Useless gal Suckerrr ! Plus do u think ppl will forgive u? u did it again and again but u keep saying u wan cng did u cng? sigh.. i wanted to cng but nobody have confident in me in cnging if nobody have confident in me how myself have confident i can cng? Ppl pls i beg u have confident in me of cnging after i cng hoping nobody will hate me lyk how they hate me now... sobz.... end here first ~
